Aeryun's Thoughts...

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May 6th, 2017

Hi

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I have no idea if anyone still follows me, or whatever it is in this platform. I just wanted to say hi, and that I am still alive. Chugging away in college still. I officially have one year left, and this time next year I will be graduating. I miss you all dearly, and miss having time to read for fun just as badly. I have had several story ideas with no time, or energy to peruse them. The closest I get to writing for fun, is my studio blog for ceramics. But, at least I get to be creative in my most important class. *hugs* to all!

January 22nd, 2016

HPFANDOM.NET help needed.

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Does anyone know of a Downloader for hpfandom.net? I have one for fanfiction.net, but it doesn't work with the other site. I have tried reading g directly from the sight on my phone, but it isn't phone friendly. Any help is most appreciated!

August 16th, 2015

Hi!

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My school story's on the 24th, and the kids have been back in school since the 28th of July. This summer has been very busy. We painted all of the common areas of the house. Used almost a full 5 gallon bucket of paint to do it. I didn't mind the colors from the previous owner, hence why it took us so long to paint, but it does feel more relaxing now.

I have also spent time working in my school studio this summer. I have been working in glass recently, and this summer I spent making ceramic vessels to melt and form glass in. I look forward to moving a head as an artist this semester.

Oh, and if I wasn't busy enough, the lady I was a surrogate for is thinking about having another baby, and I have agreed to work with her again. Fun times ahead!

March 12th, 2015

Busy Aery is busy...

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So, as anyone who reads here knows, I am in college. Normally a super busy time for anyone. Well, at the beginning of the semester I decided to add a psychology major to the mix. Add to busy and make it no free time...now, I found out that I got into the BFA program in the Fine Arts department. Long story short, don't expect too much from me until I graduate.

February 13th, 2015

10 days meme day ten

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Day 1 - Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

I don't trust. I have been hurt/taken advantage of/bullied way too much. I don't even fully trust Jeff at all times, but this is more my problem than him being untrustworthy. I am the one person I trust. While I know I have no self-esteem, I also know I won't knowingly let me down either. Let me tell you, with as many teachers that want collaboration pieces as projects this is not a fun thjng for me. I wish I could trust more, but as a realist I know better.

February 11th, 2015

10 days meme day nine

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Day 1 - Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

1) I wish I could understand 2-d as well as I do 3-d. It would make sketching ideas out so much easier. Having an idea and not being able to articulate it really pisses me off. Its like a sneeze that just won't sneeze.

2) I wish I could take away Jeff's pain. He has been in constant pain for almost 10 years now. The VA keeps acting like it is all in his head, and they refuse to hold up their end of the contract that all military sign when they join. He can't take pain medication because they fucked up his liver just throwing medication at him when the injury first happened. Seeing him struggle to do simple things breaks my heart daily, and I wish there was more that I could do.

10 days meme day eight

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Day 1 - Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

1) well shit! - I drop more stuff and trip over nothing so often this is an automatic response. I don't even realize I say it half the time.
2) where is... - I lose stuff. I swear I just had it in my hand not two minutes ago, normally follows soon after.
3) Boys!/Annabeth! This one is a tie, cause I'm constantly having to yell at/for them.

February 10th, 2015

10 days meme day seven

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Day 1 - Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

1) My children being born.
2) My wedding
3) My first date with Jeff
4) Getting my test results for learning disabilities

10 days meme day six

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Day 1 - Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

1) clay/creative mediums
2) music
3) seafood
4) chocolate
5) British t.v. Specifically Doctor Who and Sherlock

10 days meme day five

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Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

I listen to a lot of music, a lot of different music. Having music on while I am working in the studio helps me focus on creation and forget about stressors. That being said, I don't have many specific songs I am addicted to. So you're going to get those few songs, then bands I have on Pandora.

1) 1000 years -Sting. This is on the Brand New Day album, which has many songs I love on it.
2) Secrets - One Republic. My favorite version is with the electrical sounds added from the movie The Sorcerer's apprentice.
3) Muppet Fight Club...aka Radioactive - Imagine Dragons...this video kills me. I love it!
4) Bon Jovi...I have loved them for what seems like forever.
5) Dubstep - I grew up when all the "cool kids" had big ass bass coming from their cars. I still live that rhythm. And let me tell you, throwing pots to dubstep is so much more fun than it is to classical.
6) Movie soundtracks- this one always gets me funny looks until I explain. Most soundtracks are the background music from the movie with little to no words. Instrumental music is more conductive to creativity than something with words. While both get you in the creative mood, having words doesn't let you fully connect with the left hemisphere of your brain. This has supposedly been debunked, but I can tell the difference, and thats all. That matters to me. Getting back to the music, the soundtracks provide upbeat, non-classical music option that I prefer.

February 7th, 2015

10 days meme day four

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Day 1 - Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

1) spiders - just the idea of a spider gives me the willies. *shudders*
2) hieghts - and don't I torture myself with this one with all my hanging art projects.
3) being burnt - I've had two second degree burns in my life, both where before I hit double digits. Thats enough...to bad I picked the two art mediums that require heat, and lots of it.
4) failure - sometimes its so hard to even start something I'm so afraid it will fail.
5) being in trafic - i have to keep a story open on my phone to read while we are in traffic or my panic attacks distract Jeff. Now, while I'm driving I am fine.
6) giving a speech/ being the center of attention - yeah, I going into fight or flight mode and if I can't run I end up shutting down. Not a good reaction when you have to give presentations in at least one class every semester. Its so bad that I was medically excused from having to take the gen ed required speech class.
7) Jeff's health failing.

February 6th, 2015

10 days meme day three

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Day 1 - Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

I just came from counseling, so this shouldn't be as ranty as it could have been.

1) slow drivers in the fast lane
2) rubber neckers
3) professors that make it all about them. I'm the one making the art, so it is going to be about me, not you!
4) people who hide behind religious morality to act prejudice
5) the color orange. Driving around in construction on roads for way too long. And seen way too many orange cones
6) not being able to turn off notifications on pinterest...do I really need to know when someone repins something I repinned from someone else?
7) when technology doesn't work like it is supposed to
8) my phone's battery life

10 days meme day two

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Day 1 - Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

Sorry, math and a migraine won yesterday.
1) wake up
2) get older
3) learn something new
4) eat
5) get dressed
6) read
7) look at my phone
8) play candy crush soda
9) get messy

February 4th, 2015

Ten days meme...because this is more fun than math.

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Day 1 - Ten random facts about yourself
Day 2 - Nine things you do everyday
Day 3 - Eight things that annoy you
Day 4 - Seven fears/phobias
Day 5 - Six songs that you’re addicted to
Day 6 - Five things you can’t live without
Day 7 - Four memories you won’t forget
Day 8 - Three words you can’t go a day without
Day 9 - Two things you wish you could do
Day 10 - One person you can trust

1) I have olive green eyes with golden brown rings around my pupils.
2) My favorite color is TARDIS blue. (I even have a blue streak in my hair.)
3) I'm agnostic leaning more towards atheist this week...
4) I'm part of a scientific paranormal group.
5) My favorite TV Shows are Doctor Who and Sherlock.
6) FarScape will always hold a special place in my heart.
7) Van Gogh is my favorite artist.
8) Art history is my least favorite subject...until we get into the psychology of the artists, that is.
9) I am adicted to Candy Crush Soda...even though I hated the original.
10) By being a ceramic artist I have been forced to deal with all of my known phobias: fears of...spiders, hieghts, fire, and public speaking. So far Public speaking and spiders are the hold outs.

November 12th, 2014

So, I applied for the BFA program...

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And I need to talk about it, but I can't go to Facebook because several professors are friended there.

I'm not sure which idea is making me more nervous, getting accepted into the BFA program or not getting accepted. I want to make art professionally. I want to prove I can do this...but I don't know if I can handle the critiques. Being the center of attention has never been a good thing for me. To deal with people picking apart my work...well just thinking about it gives me an anxiety attack. But I don't want those bullies to keep winning. So I applied. Now, I'm not sure what scares me more, success or failure.

On th flip side, I am absolutely loving my psychology class, and am looking forward to next semesters course as well.

February 26th, 2014

Really, dog?!?

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So, the dog ate another door. I am now the proud owner of a router. Well, at leat I can use it to make art. Oh, and I think I have found my niche in the ceramics field. More on that in the future.

February 21st, 2014

Help?

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Does anyone know if there is a Sherlock Fic find? I've got the hankering for a specific fic I read, and I have no clue the name or where I read it. :(

January 19th, 2014

Journal help?

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Does anyone know how to manage notifications on here? I am trying to get rid of a few communities from my email box, but I don't want to leave them. I just don't want emails anymore. I've been trying to figure it out for two days now with no luck.

Thanks in advance!

Aery

January 7th, 2014

Frozen...

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My poor pool!



And the poor little chlorine dispenser.

January 6th, 2014

I didn't ask to be an extra in a movie...

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So who ordered the weather from The Day After Tomorrow? My pool is frozen. It's had a little ice on it once...the entire top is frozen. I am going to take pictures tomorrow and share them. The one I took on my phone today isn't that great.
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